I'll never cry!!

I made my mistakes

I did what was wrong

and when I turned

He was gone

I surrendered down my life

I can leave all that was gone

Yet u'll never see me cry

Never will I

You see the rain drops falling here

And you'd see me standing by

I'll never cry

You hold me in your arms

You want me to come back

It was me who made mistakes

But I aint holding back

What you did was rather wrong

Yet I'll never cry

Don't hold me in your arms

Don't let me feel your warmth

It was you who made me wrong

It was you who made me feel

It was I who tried to plead and now you wanna heal

I'll never cry.......

Countless stars of sadness

Today i smell of grass

I lay on a hill well pruned

I spend my night star gazing

And watch the crescent moon

It hurt my eyes to count 

I saw 27 in all

I thought I might have mistaken 

But I did it again to feel sure

I saw no less no more

I felt the moon was shrinking

And the blackness descend on me

I thought the nights' devil 

Had taken its black spell

I rubbed my eyes to check

I might have been diseased by LCD's

I needed to be checked

And when i heal and see again

I'll see the stars again... :)